Here I am. This is me.
Define blue.
take care.
"Sweets to the sweet! Farewell." - William Shakespeare, Hamlet
just finished watching the movie. still very much confused.
歌曲：忘了我是谁
歌手：金城武/周迅
专辑：如果·爱 电影原声大碟
明明是你声音 是你的背影
你用陌生的眼神 让我沉默
难道是你故意 试探我的心
错的也许是回忆 你不是你
你是谁你是谁 忘了爱过我
心为你醉 心为你碎
为你执迷不悔
爱曾经存在 或者只是我的感觉
怎么你会忍心 把我忘记
你是谁你是谁 忘了爱过我
那样看着我
在前世里 还是梦里
似曾相识的你
爱在你眼中 是我不明白的感觉
为何你要问我 问我是谁
难道真的忘记 忘了我是谁
我不是认识你吗
可你是谁
denise and the girls will be flying off next week, scattered all over UK on projects. the second wing will be taking off soon after. 5 years, not sure if all of us would live to see the end of it. God speed everyone (i'll see you there).
顺风~!
was talking to sow the other day on how could life be happier for people like us. and we ended up with a rather low note that our supposed hapiness will always be on things we can't really have, and even when we do finally have it, there and then, we'll always conclude that we'll rather be happier with the next thing we cant get. even if we, by all means, one day owning the world... someone'll probably start asking to have superpowers (much like the b-grade movie storyline narrating the birth of a super-villian).
having younger brother doing his trainings and moved in with us, the little condo unit we stayed in has become much smaller for everyone. so me and big bro went wandering around damansara areas looking for houses worth investing into (after tropicana and further down), but for those houses we liked and after having their numbers called, it made us realized the fact that we might not be getting houses like these in the near future after all.
fk, i wish i'm bloody rich... and by bloody rich, i mean very fking bloody rich.
***
"you looked at me as if i wasn't there..."真的
作詞：深白色 作曲：深白色
我努力的仰著臉孔 試著讓眼淚 不往下流 別往下流
不安的感覺到什麼 在我生活中 不再相同 很不相同
想要說 卻還沈默 伸出手 無法觸碰
天空突然一片遼闊 原來你是真的已經離開我
在我不熟悉的世界 過新的生活
閉上眼讓淚水滑落 此刻你已真的永遠離開我
在另外一個沒有我的世界 自由的走
"哈拉班說要帶我去動物園看猩猩.他說我自己是猩猩沒看過其他猩猩這樣子不好，會把自己誤認為是人類，染上了人的壞習慣。" - anonymous taiwanese-in-nyc blog
2006 in a nutshell
| location : | UK (all over the place) | JAPAN (client HQ) |
| client : | numerous | EMI Japan |
| work type : | project + support | project (technical lead) |
| duration : | 5 years | at least 6 months |
| start date : | immediately after ICT (march) | July ~ September |
| income : | ... (a-fking-lot) | ... (not as much. higher expenses in JP) |
| pros : | * being with those who matters most * super high pay (ola british pounds) * accessible to the rest of europe * PR on the 4th year * brits are generally more polite, professional and socialable * better chances of learning * better living environment | * JAPAN!! * (adds 20 line of things japaned worth exciting bout) * closer to home * unrestricted travel * specialized in interfaces * immediate lead role * good career development * makes sow go greener than, erm, greenest green. |
| cons : | * 5 fking years * far, far from home and everything familiar * annual foreign travel limit - 30 days (max 2 weeks per trip) * possibly lower future increment rate * might be boring after a year and so * come back being 31 (fk.) * terrorist hotspot. * never a big fan of blonde | * high living cost * alone. with mostly married colleague. * possible seizure over cultural shock (might go crazy after sometime) * communication barrier * higher responsibility (failure to commit means seppuku) * less learning chances on technical aspects * dealing with japs and other asian scums * knowing ur friends are on the other side earning big $$$ and going places * long term commitment * nature disaster hotspot * possibly have to play host to sap-monk and sap-coding-monkey |
| possible future wife : | Kate Beckinsale | Misaki Ito |
also somewhere in between :
ABAP certification
XI specialist
to whoever it concerns,
Happy Valentine day y'all.
*yawn*
lost count of how many balloons/gifts/flowers were seen sent up to the towers above. many floors of lovers we have here.
***
an email conversation with friend today.
girl :
> Haha....you make me hungry...especially a day
> without B/F
me :
> o_O!!
>
> next time u should spell "breakfast" in a whole word.
>
> some short cut scares me (especially on a day like
> this). :|
she :
> ops. Hehe..now only I aware that...ya..it's scary...cos we use the word
> quite often in our business....
***
Fort Minor - Where'd you go.
due to my major l33tness, my service has been requested in uk for 5 years.
i've pledge my loyalty to the queen.
***
and here's a link to a hardcore japanese photoblog.
(And its) gone..
gone..going..
gone..everything
gone..give a damn..
gone be the birds when they don't wanna sing..
gone people..up arkward with their things..
Gone.
jack johnson. ex pro hawaiian surfer. a cross between vin diesel and the MU defender (who also happens to look like a horse).
