Here I am. This is me.
Define blue.
was told to fly half a globe away to philadelphia one month for meetings and project. was told bout that two days ago. am flying off two days later. not too much time to consider or getting myself ready i suppose.
so here i am packed with what i think il need and all i can. a little lonely to go on a solo mission. it's either the office sees me as the solution to their current bottle neck, that, or probably to deliver a quick painless death to the already fumbling US division. to make things worst, the company's relation with cooper is known to be pretty tense... "we need to have someone with client's experience"... yeah right, if u consider my 1 month dwelling with henkel's jedi council "experience"... im so sure im going to a certain death this time.
everyone is flying everywhere. denise and yokiee going back to kampung farnham, yvonne in southhampton, ivory in portsmouth, rachel is in pennsylvania, ray could be leaving for china, scott is probably heading africa (??). the fellowship is breaking apart, that's how it was brought up as i guess.
after serving my time there il probably request for relocation to UK... hope that goes through though.
alright. it's gonna be a boring 18 hours flight. i guess il miss everyone.
c u guys in august.
one minute you'll be flying off, the next minute u might not.
one minute you think you're in love, the next minute u think u're not.
one minute you think life is comfortably good... but in the next minute, everything can turn into diabolic hell.
life sucks. still trying to get used to it. (and i need an ipod)
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"the reason you're not going to UK is not because of your inability, however, u're flying to US IS becoz of your ability".
"now THAT's a clever line, il better write that down"
hey, i got my pay raise!
this should keep me relatively happier for a while.
i realize there wont be any changes of layout in the short while.
at least not until i got my mojo back.
wooaaah. i gonna filled up my cubicle with these...
origami
lucky the stationaries and color printer is at our own disposal.
after a series of unfortunate events having everything around me crumbling apart, i decided to leave the office calling the day off. depress and battered, i drudge soulessly to the lrt station for home. just as i was walking along the tube like tunnel there was this two malay guy with guitar and a harmonica, singing "when you say nothing at all".
though being much tired and hapless, hearing the song actually makes me grin and chuckle, at how sacartic life can be sometimes.
smiling (for no particular reasons), i move on.
...and so the babysitter passed this to me. (*grumbles *grumbles)
(dang. i was thinking of leaving this place untouched until new renovation kicks in.)
Total volume of music files on my computer:
3GB+/-, 21 folders, 605 songs. (not including another few gigs backup last week)
The last CD I bought:
Missy Higgin ~ Sound of White
Song playing right now:
John Williams ~ Imperial March (rage!)
Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
* Missy Higgin - Scar
* Danielle Bedingham - these words
* Delta Goodrem - I can sing a rainbow
* The Streets - Dry your eyes mate
* Keane - Somewhere only we know
(it's too early in a morning to think of anything more)
Five people to whom i'm passing the baton: (dang, this is hard.)
* lilian (expecting on november)
* Yvonne, whom i haven't been visiting or sometime.
* Frostie, whom should come up with some hokkien titles.
* Sow, listens to anything everyone doesnt.
* Tracy, haven't seen her around for quite sometime.
