Here I am. This is me.
Define blue.
life. so close yet so far.
p/s : this place feels like needing a little renovation
愛我還是他
曲：陶吉吉
詞：娃娃 & 陶吉吉
黑暗中的我們 都沒有說話
你只想回家 不想你回家
寂寞深的像海 太讓人害怕
溫柔你的手 輕輕揉著我的發
你的眉眼說 你好渴望我擁抱
你身體卻在拼命逃 當欲望在燃燒
你愛我還是他 是不是真的他有比我好 你為誰在掙扎
你愛我還是他 就說出你想說的真心話 你到底要跟我 還是他
愛 愛 愛...他
這是不是命運 對我的懲罰
愛你也沒辦法 恨你也沒辦法
陷在這個旋渦 只想掙脫它
拉住你的手 卻讓我也被拖下
你的眉眼說 你不渴望我擁抱
每當愛變成了煎熬 你就開始要逃
你愛我還是他 是不是我可以做的更好 讓你不再掙扎
你愛我還是他 我寧願聽到殘忍的回答 也不要再被甩
你愛我還是他 我為你找了一百個理由 我就是那麼傻
你愛我還是他 是否沈默代替你的回答 我應該明白吧
間奏
你愛我還是他 你都已看不到我們的好 我還為誰牽挂
你愛我還是他 是否沈默就是你的回答 我們都別掙扎
去愛他
五月还剩下一个星期还有6份ticket那是无可避免的事接着project就排山倒海的来了我开始想念东海岸这是类似初夏季节里的一种追忆方式适合下酒也可以跟冷漠一起游戏所以我喜欢听约翰连侬唱昨天而你不承认吗昨天是美丽的收藏背着一双透明的翅膀把你载来又把其他都载走这是悲伤的事可是想想也没什么因为你和岁月一样始终是配我最长最久的朋友我们就这样云淡风轻的过一生没有怨悔只是偶尔随便地诉说买到猜火车的喜悦或者用心去感受阳台上唱歌和在有五万名观众的演唱会上嘶喊其实都有助于增强生命力至到我们发现某些东西某些东西渐渐结束某些东西选择在某些地方停留...
ive finally decided to clean up my room today.
along with months of accumulated dusts is all sort of funny things which came to take residency in my room over time. each from a certain occasion, some place or from someone from some period of time, something which doesnt pose too much a material value but too precious a memory to be thrown out or forgotten.
photos, scrawny notes, maps, place/event pamplets, ticket receipt, medals, souveniers, presents, cards, rocks, shells, leaves, acorn, grains of sand, student pass, guitar pick, name cards...
however, i think it's time i collect them up to give way to both mind and space for things to come. they fill up nicely in the big pink box which came with the scarf i got last winter... along with it is the red dog and 24 years worth of memories.
this is those box where your children will one day discover in your closet and opens up a long interesting conversation on how life used to be some twenty odd years ago...
p/s : also found a bar of snickers i bought back from paris.
p/p/s : still edible.
1. Never ever write a line of code that someone else can understand.
2. Make the simplest line of code appear complex. Use long names. Don't ever code "a=b", rather do something like: AlphaNodeSemaphore = *(int)&(unsigned long) (BetaFrameNodeFarm));
3. Type fast think slow.
4. Never use direct references to anything ever. Bury everything in macros. Bury the macros in include files. References those include files indirectly from other include files. Use macros to reference. Those include files.
5. Never include a comment that will help someone else understand your code. If they understand it they don't need you.
6. Never code a function to return a value. All functions must return a pointer to a structure which contains a pointer to a value.
7. Never discuss things in concrete terms. Always speak in abstract. If they can understand you they don't need you.
8. Never complete a project on time. If you do they will think it was easy and anyone can do it and they don't need you.
9. When someone stops by your desk to ask a question, talk forever but don't answer the question. If they get their questions answered they don't need you.
10. Never clean your office. Absolutely never throw away an old listing.
11. Never say hello to anyone in hallway. Absolutely never address anyone by name. If you must address someone by name, mumble or use the wrong name. Always maintain the mystique of bring spaced out from concentrating on complex logic.
12. When you are having lunch at the office canteen, never fully concentrate on your lunch. Try to get absent minded suddenly in the middle of the lunch and say to your colleague something like: "But I don't think that data page was actually locked by another RX call, rather I see the possibility of a wrong access mode." Other wise they will think you are not serious about your job and then they won't need you.
A MBA and an Engineer go on a camping trip, set up their tent,and fell asleep.
Some hours later, the Engineer wakes his MBA friend. "Look up at the sky and tell me what you see."
The MBA replies, "I see millions of stars."
The Engineer asks "What does that tell you?"
The MBA ponders for a minute :
"Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets.
Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three.
Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant.
Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What does it tell you?"
The Engineer friend is silent for a moment, then speaks.
"Practically speaking ... someone has stolen our tent".
The big advantage of using a lightsaber, of course, is that you can
both cut and toast the bagel in one stroke.
Hedge Trimming
Lighting a Cigarette
Sawing Through PVC Pipe
Reheating coffee
Serving Cake
Felling a Tree
next best thing after white bread.
weapon of mass destruction
and here's a couple for images for your cellphone wallpaper (ratioed to motorola v600 screen size). and some cool mp3 for the ringtones.
images -
| image 1 | image 2 | image 3 | image 4 |
audio -
hmmm. answer the phone you must.
hmmm. message from the dark side there is
your phone, ringing it is, press the button you must and fullfill your destiny
imperial march (rage)
imperial march
starwars theme
2 days to go. oh boy.
Delta Goodrem - The Rainbow Song
Red and yellow and pink and green,
Purple and orange and blue,
I can sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow too
Listen with your eyes,
Listen with your ears,
And sing everything you see
I can sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow,
Sing along with me
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here at client's, in the toilet il often find strange spill of water (urinal obviously) below the standing urinal bowl, the angle of the spill is so far back and it only appears below the two closest stand to the exit.
hence, my assumptions to such crime suspect would be...
sex : male (*duh)
size : huge/fat or a hobbit
characteristic : fking lazy or merely psycho
special traits : has super long dick / has super powahfoo dick which shoots like a firehose / likes standing super far from the urinal bowl when using it / likes leaving it hanging out wriggling turning around before closing it / too fat to reach down bellow.
wonder if there's someone who matches these descriptions here. though il hate to imagin bumping across such a person in the toilet...
have been eating ice-creams more than i ever did lately, 3 magnum 3 days in a row, and all that just to get enough points for a scratch card which will (hopefully) leads to (drums roll)~ 100k!
this whole thing sounds like gambling (if not already is). while enjoying my spoils, i jokingly asked my colleague what would she do if she had won the 100k? this opens up a very anticipated conversation in follows, of how would one spend his/her instant 100k in klcc. the common stratergy would be :
guys :
sony wings - bose - canon - tag heuer - hugo boss... (was thinking of 100k worth of gold bars but the sponsors obviously wont allow that).
girls :
watches - diamonds (or any bling bling) ... - designer wear for last
we would normally have guessed that girl will rush head long to the nearest fashion outlet. however the girl whom i asked specifically clarified that cloths need time to test on and wont cost as much in relative to the horde u just inherit. "efficiency is important when you have 100k to spend" (talk bout in-born shopping genes).
i bet those unilever fella in the building is chuckling inside everytime they see me walking with a magnum. "this sucker is contributing to our bonus". still, the next best thing of having 100,000 to spend is infact dreaming bout having 100,000 to spend.
best quote i got from a movie still, from the two guys sitting two rows behind.
on "kingdom of heaven"
guy A : eh, wat's the movie about ah?
guy B : something like lord of the rings.
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and to that no tamadun guy infront who cant shut his trap trying to be einstein :
nobody gives a fk bout the history of crusade until u start talking out loud when everyone else is trying to watch a gawd damn movie.
(and yeah, my knee on ur head is a reminder u should shut up)
go and masturbate, bitch.
Once upon a time a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?"
She said "No".....
And the guy lived happily ever after.
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