Here I am. This is me.
Define blue.
i am serving my time in a cubicle prison, 15 days to go, currently detached from the main project team having nothing to do than pestering my future colleagues and friends alike.
now i get a sheer feeling of how it's like being forced to live in a concentration camp. life is so meaningless and despair.
(crawls away like a mindless zombie)
tomorrow's agenda :
passport, insurance/roadtax, new bank acc, credit card, winter clothings, trip item checklist, travel plans...
the new office mailed me some info regarding the accomodation we'll be looking at for the coming months in UK.
Tilfordwoods
yup. check out those wood/log houses we'll be occupying during the cold winter. guess il have to live like a lumber jack hunting deer chopping for fire wood fer three freaking months. one interesting note worth mentioning though, is that ridley scott shot the openning scene of "gladiator" here. woooo yeah.
and here's some map showing the where abouts of farnham town...
50 miles scale
10 miles scale
5 miles scale
and some tourism website (probably maintained by old, tea drinking women)
Farnham Surrey
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orcs, undeads, humans... sounds like typical fantasy world? how bout orcs which wield machine guns and pilot huge robots with chain-saws?
warhammer sure is one hell a weird universe of its own.
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this morning was my turn driving to cyberjaya (im car pooling with my brother taking turns in toggle weeks), but to my horror when bro opened the passenger seat door we found a colony of black ants(complete with drones and eggs) scuttling away in all directions. WTF?!! my car is always clean(by my standard) and i dun eat inside my car, the fact is i havent started my car since last friday and i parked it too close to the bushes, and during these rainy season that sorta gave them tiny annoying carrion some time to crawl into the small opennings between my door and the car body and start making themselves comfortable. shit. bro swated away most of em... but i think still a dozens more wandered around hiding everywhere. there mere thoughts of that gives me creeps, guess il need to gas up the compartment later with bug spray.
"il be back as soon as possible. so. wait for me alright?"
last weekend was a three days' presbyterian evangelism 2004 event at PGRM cheras. now you might wonder what does that means, really. well, it's an annual gathering where the presby had a meetup giving reports/stories on evangelist and missionaries we're supporting world wide, namely kyrgyzstan, china, east malaysia, thailand, pakistan.. and so forth. it is also once a while in such masses where you get to see those familiar faces from other churches whom u might have a glimpse of from previous numerous events.
"hey, that girl. she looks familiar"
"yup, that's ze indian girl alright"
"oh."
the pretty girl who was wearing the indian costume during the last missionary fund raising day few weeks ago. anyway, here's some few pictures of our choir for that day.
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also been out often with phin lately. guess when we knew we are to part soon which makes the remaining time more precious than before. nothing lasts, that's what makes life being so beutiful at the same time.
i had a little gathering with some few close friends from the uni last night. four of us sitting around a square table at ss2 wong kok, a Hong Kong style restaurant talking bout recent happenings in the world around, mostly of whom getting married and who had recently broke off. then we also chat bout ourselves and the wherabouts of our career line and where we're heading. seems that most of us in our batch has been doing quite well after leaving the uni for one and a half years time... one just completed his MBA and being offered a branch manager post in penang, another guy having his company going public listed soon and being in a position of a pioneer startup member he'll be much entitled to lots of benefits. another one is now in high position in his office, driving a newly purchased aveo and constantly flying to low level country cheating their lower level poorer-that-us asian money. not too bad i suppose. ;) all at the age of 23 at least.
alright. im resigning today. il be starting my new job as a sap consultant* (*trainee) in the petronas twin tower starting december first. then il leave for uk on the 7th, for some small town call "farham surrey" (bout 40minutes from london) undergoing a 3 months training in their academy during the cold hard winter. so il basically be away missing for christmas, chinese new year, and valentine (if that matters). the places il be in has access to yahoo mail and yahoo messenger blocked, il keep u guys posted on my upcoming contacts and company mail (case u miss me so much or wanna mail me christmas/valentine gifts).
lots of things to get to... things to do, things to buy and people to talk to (that's the tricky part). il definitely miss the people here (some obviously more significant than the other), even for three months being away, alot would've change for the point i took off until the time i actually comes back. il definitely miss you. i prayed for a path, and god had shown me this, there's no asking why now.
alright. please pray for my smooth transition of work and the practises of new living style/environment. il be meeting phin for a dinner before going off, i hope all will be well. *prays hard*
the lord said : everything was done, so you could come.
the reasons i dun blog lately..
1. im recuperating from the recent excitement.
2. i have a feeling my boss reads this blog.
3. the hosting is frequently down. sow told me surpass.com is undergoing a service upgrade.
4. partially busy which church things.
5. lost. the feeling of being empty after the combustion, evacuating soul, and having the chest feels like caving in then after.
3 months, it's a long time. things will change. everything does.
yup. my application came through. thank god.
found the mail in my box late last night. just to let you guys know.
for those who have been praying. many thanks. may the father blesses you for your kindness...
(im off to the evangelism annual gathering)
lilwan1: hey sinm
migarth: so wassup?
migarth: bored?
lilwan1: nothing
migarth: :)
migarth: extremely bored i assume?
lilwan1: nope
lilwan1: kidna bz actually
migarth: me too.
migarth: tight on schedule.
migarth: anything new lately?
lilwan1: nothing
lilwan1: juz ordinary peaceful life
migarth: peaceful is good.
migarth: i think.
migarth: life's a journey to find peace?
lilwan1: i dunno la
lilwan1: im feeling unez
migarth: bout what?
lilwan1: i dunno
lilwan1: juz feel un ez
migarth: well, sometimes that happens.
migarth: when nothing happens... that's the problem. it's then when u're left with too much space/time for thinking..
migarth: im too are feeling uneasy.
lilwan1: haha
lilwan1: about?
migarth: ive this feeling the application gonna be rejected next week.
migarth: despite everything, i would suspect the later 24 ppl would be doing far better...
migarth: im with such little faith. i hope god forgive me for that...
lilwan1: haha
migarth: *sigh.
lilwan1: god has got nothing to do with it
migarth: in the wake of high anticipation comes great despair..
migarth: yes so. i believe this job din come to me by coincidence nor chance.
migarth: i prayed for a way out, thus this came.
migarth: for me leaving to uk even a 3 months will change alot of things.
migarth: relationship, and my career...
lilwan1: wow
lilwan1: so profound!
migarth: but i guess all for a better good.
migarth: *sigh.
migarth: i hope tomorrow is monday.
lilwan1: i hope tomorrow is friday.
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two over-bored engineers.
this is what u get having an indian directing for spiderman 3.
(nothing to write. not at the moment. the mind demands a break)
"i dont know what's good for me anymore. il let him decide instead"
hotel atlantis, bahamas.
damn. it's good to be filthy rich.
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lilian and i spent the whole freaking afternoon trying to best each other with our stupid knowledges... from fairy tales to histories to sciences to mythologies to nonsenses...
(damn, this codes aint gonna finish itself anytime soon).
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it started a looong way before this, after like the 200+ question, we started coming out with drunkman questions and answers.
....
(16:48:16) shin: ok ok next one.
(16:48:22) shin: morpheus' pet is what?
(16:48:29) lilwan1: pet ah?
(16:48:32) shin: yup.
(16:48:35) lilwan1: gods where got pets wan
(16:48:38) lilwan1: if they have pets
(16:48:38) shin: got la.
(16:48:42) shin: his animal companion.
(16:48:46) lilwan1: theuy'll fk 'em
(16:48:49) shin: hahhahahah
(16:48:52) shin: u damn nasty.
(16:48:53) lilwan1: that's why we have centaurs in the first place
(16:48:57) shin: kekeek
(16:49:00) shin: some god had sex with a horse?
(16:49:13) shin: and so was the spinix?
(16:49:21) lilwan1: sphinx is different, someone fked a lion who was fking an eagel?
(16:49:31) shin: buawaahahahahaha.
(16:49:40) shin: ok ok. next one, where did pegasus came from?
(16:50:01) lilwan1: damnit. i know this one. zeus made it and gave to herc?
(16:50:11) shin: WRONG!! pegasus came from papa and mama pegasus. muahahaahahah.
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and do u know, a walrus actually has the biggest dick on earth?? (yeah. neither did i)
office life can be so boring and nasty at the same time. ;)
"life must be good being a fictional computer character"
Pepsi Canada to give away 2,016 iPods
By Peter Cohen pcohen@maccentral.com
Apple Computer Inc.'s iTunes Music Store still isn't available in Canada, but iPods are -- and now Pepsi drinkers can try to win a free iPod, courtesy of Pepsi-Cola Canada Ltd. The company is giving away an iPod every hour for the next twelve weeks -- the contest runs through December 25, 2004.
The contest, open only to legal residents of Canada, uses PIN codes found under the caps of specially marked 591mL bottles of Pepsi, Diet Pepsi, Caffeine Free Diet Pepsi, Pepsi Vanilla, 7Up, Diet 7Up, 7Up Citrus Splash, Mountain Dew, Mug Root Beer and Lipton Brisk Iced Tea. Users enter by either submitting the PIN code through their cell phone's text messaging capabilities or online. Each hour, one entry is drawn from among all eligible entries submitted during the preceding hour.
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clever business stratergy if u ask me. (why din i think of that?)
doesnt sounds too bad being a canadian after all. :D lucky beavers.
master bruce says : to know is not enough. you need to apply.
lil was right. i need to drop this shit and move on.
november 28. even a galaxy as vast has its end.
(good morning monday.)
here's a shitty picaso work to signify how shitty i feel...
"a dog" he says. shitty. simply.. shitty.
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"and he turned to the angel and said 'if you had seen what gravity could do to men, then even you would have lost faith on flying' which to the angel replied 'great is those who have believed without seeing' he winks at him"
i wrote that. i have much to learn from myself.
mom is in town lately. she came by all the sudden i din have time to tidy up my place and act like a goody boy. so she came over staying for a few days, saw my room and was like "OMG~!! like this also can live ah??". actually, im fine with having my cloths piled up on the floor, no time to fold them, and in such a way they are always there existingly accessible whenever i need them, besides, i dun have a big enough wardrobe to accomodates them (it'll end up is a messy ball inside after sometime).
mom doesnt agree. mom thinks i need a get a life. mom thinks i need to get a girlfriend. and mom cleans my room again.
damn. now il need to re-map all my belongings.
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it's friday. (shin starts scheming his evil plans.)
here's a funny picture for the weekend.
